Immobile again

Jessie jots...

Ah the day I've finally surrender to an overworked body of mine. Not happy certainly but what can I do? It was the time of the month (Malaysian called it "auntie visit") and it's going like Niagara Falls.

Who said it's fun to be a girl??

This time, the excuse is no longer about a broken toenail or whatsoever, but I am back to immobility mode again. The day went by so slow when it happens. I can't do much or walk much due to the inconvenience of what might fall and stain on wherever I land... AND due to the inconvenience of having to wash an extra pair of pants! My first night alone, I changed four pair of PJ pants. Imagine the quality of sleep I get? Not to mention the cramps!

And who said it's fun to be a girl, again? :P

I'm dissapointed I can't continue to be on the path to fitness... just because my body fails to balance the imbalance hormone of mine. However, after all that the body had withstand, I think it is just asking the me to slow down. I get it... I get it...

but I really wanted to do more!

Told you I was going to pack that 1 pound back on. Sheesh

I get the message, slow down and rest. This is the only time I appreciate not having a job... or else imagine the embarassment getting upper management to understand that I have problems down under! But the reason I'm not embarass talking about it in the blog because I think most of you know me, and I'm pretty well known for having very heavy, heavy Niagara Falls. And the reason I wanted to say out loud too is because I hope I can get similar cases to talk/comment, just share the frustration. The more we talk about it, the more it will come to awareness. I've yet to find a solution and I've got this problem like what... since 11. I've tried Western, Chinese, Yoga, meditation... you name it. Nothing works!

Today is the 5th day and I can see 'Niagara Falls' is slowly drying up. I can't wait until Auntie is done with her visit so that I can continue to do what I do best... hamster activities!